I believed I knew what my son was going to say in his valedictorian speech.
I was wrong.
Caleb had been working toward that stage for years. Not because I forced him. If anything, I was usually the one telling him to rest more and take on less.
After his father died when Caleb was 11, school became the one part of life he could still manage. I was working double shifts at the pharmacy. Most days, I was only trying to keep groceries in the refrigerator and remember which bill needed paying first. Caleb made his own lunch, helped his little sister with homework, and somehow kept coming home with perfect grades.
He was a good kid. He tried to be sincere with everyone, and he made me proud at every turn.
When I married Patrick, I convinced myself I was giving my children stability again. Patrick was orderly, steady, and useful in ways that looked admirable from the outside. He remembered appointments. He dealt with paperwork. He repaired things before I even realized they were broken.
People adored him.
For a while, I did too.